Not how I wanted 2021 to start...
It has been awhile since I last posted but the past year has been a bit depressing for us all and I needed to feel it, live it, embrace it. As I write this I am also filled with loss and grief that I am working through. I lost my mother in January 22, 2021 after she battled Covid. She fought to survive but the years of health issues were enough for Covid to win the fight. I miss her dearly but I know she is still with us all. I have picked up the phone a few times to call her and check in - I used to do that a lot. Eventually I will get past that empty hollow feeling as it hits me again that she is gone. I’ve spent a lot of time meditating and praying since the year started, mainly to find a path to peace for myself but also to keep my faith strong. I have discovered a few things about grief that no one really tells you about and even if they did you wouldn’t believe them until you experience it yourself. Grief is a struggle to deal ...